Monday, February 06, 2006
shit. im in my depressed mood again.
i need a break. i need a break from this thing called life. so many expectations set for me, so little i can give. im alr doing my best, but its just not enough. what more can i give? i keep on telling myself that i can do it, that i will prove them wrong. but i end up proving myself wrong. i dun want to feel this way. i want to think positively. but everytime i do, i just end up disappointing myself. i just dunno what to think anymore. i dun wanna get hurt anymore, any more than i've alr done to myself. oh the irony. im sorry. i just... SIGHS.
(11:55 PM)